Tuesday, March 22, 2005

check please!

complaints of the past two days....(yeah, i need to dump somewhere)
warning: don't read if you don't like complaining. don't read if you don't know who i am as this is not my one of my shining moments. only read because i think my bad day could cheer up someone who is thinking they are having a bad day. (maybe i should go read someone else's bad day).

today is just a bad day. my roommates are driving me insane (one annoying and the other unreasonable), the internet doesn't work only on my computer in my room (i have successfully squatted in a friend's room down the hall to hook up to the internet), i'm homesick cause i can't talk to people on aim as regularly. i really need to get a grip.

my world can so easily come crashing down and i wonder how i came to this point. so many people don't have a computer here so they successfully live life. my roommates have been acting this way for the entire semester and i've been able to have good days despite that. so what's wrong with me? well, it could be that today is just a bad day.

it's bad days like these though that get me to thinking. what is going on with my heart that i can be so easily upset by two days worth crazy internet connections? that's it. it's only been two days of no internet and i'm going nuts.

if you pray, pray for me. i need serious help. the homesickness is starting to crowd my room and i am becoming a bit uncomfortable with the lack of breathing room. when this would happen the past i could open my window up to Poland or Russia and breath some fresh air, but it's so bad here now.

check please!

complaints of the past two days....(yeah, i need to dump somewhere)
warning: don't read if you don't like complaining. don't read if you don't know who i am as this is not my one of my shining moments. only read because i think my bad day could cheer up someone who is thinking they are having a bad day. (maybe i should go read someone else's bad day).

today is just a bad day. my roommates are driving me insane (one annoying and the other unreasonable), the internet doesn't work only on my computer in my room (i have successfully squatted in a friend's room down the hall to hook up to the internet), i'm homesick cause i can't talk to people on aim as regularly. i really need to get a grip.

my world can so easily come crashing down and i wonder how i came to this point. so many people don't have a computer here so they successfully live life. my roommates have been acting this way for the entire semester and i've been able to have good days despite that. so what's wrong with me? well, it could be that today is just a bad day.

it's bad days like these though that get me to thinking. what is going on with my heart that i can be so easily upset by two days worth crazy internet connections? that's it. it's only been two days of no internet and i'm going nuts.

if you pray, pray for me. i need serious help. the homesickness is starting to crowd my room and i am becoming a bit uncomfortable with the lack of breathing room. when this would happen the past i could open my window up to Poland or Russia and breath some fresh air, but it's so bad here now.