interesting

this trip is interesting at first. i guess i came here to grow up a little and to learn about new things, but i'm not sure when or where the point is that i'm grown up or that i've learned what i came here to learn.

one lesson that will stick with me is to listen to my gut. there have been a few times in which my gut feeling was correct and i regretted my decisions. but then there are times in which i am patient and i hold my tongue and it saves me from everyone learning of my stupidity. that is also helpful. traveling is difficult when you're by yourself, especially when you're alone in a crowd. it's not cool then either. sharing life with good friends and especially the one you love the most is the best thing.

how weird to have to be alone to really appreciate being with those who love you. but it's okay, i guess. i am not terribly alone.

my expectations will have to remain low, that way i will pleasantly surprised. and it will be great. adjusting is one way of living. and living can be fun. as far as living as me, i will be what i want here instead of holding back. so here's to a new life for 4 months. sigh.

cheers.

dottie