knowing you

knowing you makes me happy. i think that if it ever doesn't make me happy, i should worry about that. because that is when something isn't right. but then again, we are fickle human beings and feelings seem to lie often. so i am thinking that it will be more like a guide line than a rule.

i can't wait to see what is next. i can't wait for the years to pass and our hands to tell a story. but it's funny cause i don't want tomorrow to come. maybe because you won't be there. it could just be the uninspired timing of classes and such. it's just that tomorrow seems so grey and i just can't seem to pull myself to look at it. yesterday was nice though.

so i guess this means i need a cat. i need a cat cause i've never had a cat before. cause i will have a cat to look at when the days just seem to boring, difficult, sad, and even angry. so he will take my attention away from the days and help me remember you.